So after my hubby broke the news via social media that we are expecting. Our inboxes were filled with well wishes. Which was so wonderful and unexpected. But the Type A umber planner in me can’t help but scream ” WE ARE SO UNPREPARED.” Don’t get me wrong we knew it would happen on day but I guessed we would have all of those imaginary ducks in a row. So far I’ve managed to have a nervous breakdown about child care, my insurance deductible, what to do with the 14 year-old in our care, how all the bills will get paid when hubby goes bak to school, and the list goes on and on.

I try not to worry, I want to be excited and happy during this time and most of the time I really am. The problem is when my train of thoughts leaves the station, its at full steam ahead until further notice.